I wish I could spend time alone with my mom all the time. We’re just listening to Jack’s Mannequin and looking at the pictures from the Ohio trip and she likes Jarrod’s photography and Nina’s hair and she’s being really great. I mean, I know she wouldn’t be shitty right now, but she genuinely seems happy to be spending time with me, and that makes me feel really good.
I almost started crying while I was giving my presentation on trans acceptance during my english class this morning like I could hear my voice start to shake and idk why but I guess it just hit me as I was reading off some of the questions that I had asked Cameron for my project. After I told them about some of the things that trans people struggle with, they had to each write me a response. Most of the students were really curious as to why I was so interested in the topic and a lot of them asked me questions related to gender that I just thought was sad that they didn’t already know. I don’t think I’ve ever been this motivated to write a paper; especially after seeing everyones reactions today.
During the Jack’s Mannequin concert I started feeling really dizzy and nauseous and I was burning up and I was thinking for a second I would have to leave because I was getting claustrophobic kind of and then Emily like opened up the back of my hoodie and blew cool air down it so it went all over…
I totally forgot about this and now I’m all smiles and I miss you so much ugh that was such a good night.
Tonight is the first night in 2 weeks that my roommate is staying overnight and I’ve gotten so used to keeping our door to the bathroom and Kadee and Brie’s door open because we usually shout at each other from our beds. Dana announced that she was closing the door and I was just like……. okay :c
This is weird. Kadee, Brie, and I have pretty much taken over the suite with her being gone so long that it’s just weird having her back.